Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Companion VS Commitment


What’s the different between companion and commitment of relation? Does anyone know? Which one do you prefer? Is it people like to have companion during a single life? Well it’s an interesting topic to talk about. 

I’ve found out some people prefer companion. Why? It’s really weird for those people who prefer like this kind of life. Maybe they like to have more freedom without any commitment such as no arguing, no complaining, no worries, no need to responsible and etc. But how long would they have this kind of life? Until they are satisfy to get a PERFECT life of partner? Hmm… but how long does it takes? If during a youth moment, people still can enjoy. But what about during certain age like after 30 years old? Does it worth to be for the rest of life? Hmm… nobody could give a correct answer cos there is always no answer in our life. Maybe some people are prefer to be single for life. But why?

As what I've known, most of guys wouldn't want to have commitment of relation. They said " I haven’t found a perfect woman until she suits my conditions…". " I have girl friend but I don't think she is the perfect one for me as both of us got something problem and we are still trying to fix it. Perhaps we could give a chance to try first. If we are match, I shall dump her...". When I heard about this issue, I felt disappointed and terrible. What is PERFECT woman? Do you think woman don’t have conditions made to choose a perfect man? Come on, this is such a wasting time! Whatever they said was excused and they are just like a kid, playing a non-stop of merry-go-round, round and round for fun forever until another person comes out to press stop button to end it. But when will be that person to show up to end it? Unfortunately, nobody knows. 

This is what human’s life goes on. Every shopping mall and each shops have different kind of choices to make but no one would know what’s the best. So they have to search one by one. First, they have found was good quality and useful but they have to move on for second choice cos they thought maybe next one would be better than this. After that, they have found better than first one but they thought again, maybe third choice will much better than this. Then they moved on to the third choice and found out that, damn! This is the best! Unfortunately it already been taken by someone. End up they have to keep going to search until they wish to get the best of the best as long as better than previous. As the best thing has been taken already, limited time has left, they would just simply to choose whatever it is. They wouldn't want to turn back again as they knew it was too late and even embarrassed to ask. Sounds pity huh! 

This lesson taught us when the chance and fate has come, try to grasp it first as it is only comes once. Nothing is perfect cos everyone has their own habit. I believe people can do unexpected best thing or surprise for someone they love most. Who knows! Full of surprises can touch a person of life and naturally will change to much better of relationship. Gee… so powerful huh! Love is miracle, right? However, self efficiency and be brave to accept people’s habit and character. Love without respect, responsible, share, tolerate and trust, it’s hard to have a happiness and balance of life. Don’t you think so?

Friday, September 25, 2009

Life is a Journey

Happiness journey just in front of you. Follow the light!
Life is a journey. It always on an adventure, funny and calm, yet full of too many ups and downs for the most part. Long way to move on and choose the right path to challenge. 

Life isn’t use to find an answer, isn’t use to solve a problem. Its use to live happiness. No one is born to be happy but all of us are born with ability to create happiness. So smile! You wouldn’t know who is missing that and you may have taken someone’s breath away. 

If you Love something set it free, if it returns it was meant to be. If it does not then it was, never yours to begin with. Remember that you don’t choose Love, Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your Life.

Feel the way it fills you to overflow, then reach out and give it away. How you deal with Love is how you deal with yourself, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys as you, even if our lives and ways are different.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

The Brand New Day

Shining day

It has been almost 2 years that i’ve been here and kinda busy with my new job. Bad news is my place still don’t have any network yet. Haha~ Sorry… i seldom login messenger. No more like previously that i can online chat while working cos my company here is strictly not allow. (==) Anyway, it's good for me to focus my work. (n_n)

Well new environment is totally different than my hometown. Luxury lifestyle with hectic life, food is expensive, cultures is getting lesser and people here are kinda materialistic. However, it's kinda challenge for me to meet this existing realistic of life. Colleagues here are treat me good and polite indeed. Some of them were came from other states such as Pahang, Kelantan, Johor and etc. However, it’s really better than my previous job cos they don’t have any bad temper or intention as well. My housemates are kind too and willingly to share everything in one house. I’m glad to meet new people here. (^_~)

Year 2009 is my bad year. Economy crisis, no increase salary and some more i've to feed my little white baby which i bought a new car last few months ago as my old car has been broken down. I've been spent almost 2k to repair. Sob sob~ (T^T) Such a bad luck! (==) Many personal issues happened in sudden until i have to save cost. Cut my meal and things unwanted. Although is tough but i’ll keep going and wouldn't give up easily. Therefore i can slim down and diet. Hehe~ (^-~)

New life, new tough, new experiences. It’s a beginning to step on with courage. I’m appreciate and treasure everything here with me now. Here i come, THE BRAND NEW DAY! Hopefully it'll be getting much better day by days. (n_n)

Friday, September 18, 2009

My New Life in New Place

Times square shopping mall, May 2009
I wonder how’s new life in somewhere that i’ve never been there before. Is it safe? Is it better or is it right time to begin? Although my hometown is such a wonderful place but somehow i need to explore and gain more experiences. Sometimes i feel kinda stress, dread and bother. Sooner i’ll be leaving my family here to unfamiliar surroundings and learn how to plan financial well and also how to independent to live alone.   

You know, i found out that living with parents is such a lucky and happiness. Why? Cos we don’t have to worry anything. As for every single mom will cook delicious food or wash clothes for thier children. One of my beloved mom always beside and support me although she likes nagging to me. Haha~ Besides she always use another way to teach me some lessons but i always againts her thoughts. (^_^) However im really grateful and appreciate what she brought me up until now. (n_n) 

Many people always like to find out their beyond of future through such as tarot card, horoscope, fortune teller and many ways. But does it work? Can we turn back to past to fix it after we know what’s in future? Neh… i don’t think so. If i’d know, sure i’m a billion air and the richest woman in the world without any bother. Haha~ *Dreaming*. Sometimes bother doesn’t mean we are having unsolvable problems. It seems to be that we could learn the solution together, share burdens, tolerance and so on. What you’ve done by your ownself will get what you’ve got in return. Don’t ever request people to give you respect 1st cos you won’t get respect by others. Everyone does deserve a chance to make a right choice. Meanwhile willingly to help people without any repay, your heart will be growing stronger, younger and liveliness, just like me. Haha~ (^0^) So be kind, honest and sincere to everyone. I’m sure life will be great in future. Why not!

Well it’s time for me to self-improvement. This is my beginning of new life there and wish i’ll have a successful career and everything. Thanks to everyone here always care and support me. I’ll gonna to miss you all. All the best to everyone and DON’T EVER GIVE UP no matter how tough! 

Remember this… Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness; bad days give you experiences. Both are essential to life and appreciate every moment in life. (^-^) 

GANBATTE! p(^o^)q